Memorial page of Ella

I have been dreading this since the day Ella came into my life …i can’t believe I am actually writing this right now - On June 16th 2021 at 6.30 pm my sweet Ella Bear left this world To say that I am heartbroken is an understatement…it all came so unexpected and even though she was almost 11 and I knew she was old and that we were on borrowed time , I just wasn’t ready at all- I was so hopeful when we went to the vet,because I was thrilled that he could squeeze us in for a heart ultrasound and I was hoping for a treatable diagnosis and some medication- And I figured we’d be on our way since she was still in good spirits and even in a playful mood when we left for the vet. But unfortunately that’s not how it went - When he listend to her heart he was shocked because her heart rate was 300!!!! He did an X-ray but he couldn’t find anything - so he did the ultrasound where he found out that Ella didn’t have a sinus rhythm at all and that the heart was not pumping the blood correctly and was just fluttering- and he could hardly find a pulse.. So he was trying everything to get her heart back into the sinus rhythm but to no avail- she started cramping up and with no option of medical treatment or a chance of her to get better , I made the heartbreaking decision to let her go…the last thing I wanted was for her to suffer! The Vet thinks that a tumor on her adrenal gland was causing the arrhythmia… I was with her every second of her last journey and held her in my arms when she took her last breath - she was loved beyond measure and i made sure that she knew that before she left this world ♥️ And even though I am beyond sad and still in shock and disbelief and can’t even see out of my eyes because of all the tears ,I am so very thankful for having her in my Life for 10 years, 9 months and 19 days- I know how blessed I was that she chose me as her hooman and that we went on this crazy rollercoaster, called life together.. I am so proud to have been her Mom and I will forever be thankful for the 3945 Days that she walked right next to me - Run free babygirl Until we see each other again ♾ Your mommy loves you ♥️