Butter “Batbat”

My baby girl, you taught me everything in this life in the past 12 years since you came. I learned to live my life with you, raised you like my child with your sister as if i have twin daughters. Our story is incredible. 5 years ago, our father despised us from our own house, left us with nothing and no home. We held onto each other and found a way to have a new home. Just the two of us. We never gave up on each other. The first time you got sick weeks after your sister died, I asked and prayed, “Lord not now. I need her in my life and i want her to enjoy life and explore around the world with me.”
Then, we came in Germany and our journey to explore the world began. We took pictures together, travelled together, ate and slept together, walked together, met lovely strangers and a lot of furry friends and so much more. I gave you love and everything that you deserve but you gave me the world so much more in return like more than life, unconditionally. I hope you know how happy mommy is with you, my baby girl. I realised you never taught me how to live without you. I am happy you are in the happiest kingdom and in such a beautiful paradise right now. You are such a brave and strong little girl. Though my life will never be the same anymore as i go alone from now on standing on my feet without you here, but mommy will stay strong like you do. A part of me has also died with you. Rest easy, no more pain and suffering. You’ve been the best girl i have, your sister and all your siblings. Thank you for the best and wonderful 11 years and 7 months of your life being with me. Mommy was and is joyful with you. I found love and home with you. We’ve gone thru so far together all our struggles and hardships from the Philippines all the way here in Germany - also in happiness and success. Our family knows how much we’ve put thru together no matter what life threw at us. You did your very best shot in the world and mommy couldn’t be more proud of you. I’m truly grateful for having you and all your siblings in my life. You’ve taught me everything about love and life. I’ll constantly carry your genuine love with me. You’ll forever be in my heart and my baby girl. With your ashes, you’ll still and always be here with me. I’ll always carry you in my arms no matter what. I loved you and your siblings from the very first moment we had and i promise i will love you until the very last. But for now, go run free to the rainbow bridge and wait for me on the other side. You can now see your siblings happily waiting for you and y’all complete. I’ll see you again, my love.
Stay sweet and happy in the beautiful paradise! Enjoy all the unlimited yummy food! I love you and i miss you so much my baby girl always and forever! You are forever loved by many.