Rico

The best angel I could've wished for

* am 20. April 2011 am 29. Oktober 2017

My love, it's been 4 weeks since you have been gone and it feels like today. You were the joy of my life, my companion always there with me. I miss you immensely, there are times I don't know how I can keep on going, what's the purpose of life. I try to fill my head with small things over the internet or on TV but whenever I stop the reality knocks me down.. The hardest time is the night, when I go to bed and you are not there with me. I heat a stuffed animal and put it where you used to sleep next to me every night to try and fool my body. Other people are not making it easier for me, you're the one who always understood me. We were so very much alike. I'm looking for someone to keep me company again because the emptiness is unbearable. I hope to find someone that can bring me joy again and maybe then I can move on better with my life.. I will never forget you, I can't still believe you're gone actually. Well, you'll always be in my heart and someday we will meet again, this is the only thing that comforts me right now. I love you with all my heart, be in peace meu amorzinho. Bivó, bivô, Rex, Luppy and Spock are there with you until I come meet you again. Vó, take good care of him, my little angel.

Rico

Hund [Jack Russell Terrier]

Jessica
eingetragen am 07.11.2017
betreut von: ROSENGARTEN-Tierbestattung - Weser-Ems

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Kommentar vom: 30.10.2022
von: Mami

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Not sure if I write in English or in Portuguese.. I was going to write in Portuguese but I noticed I've always written in English because it was your main language.. so here it comes in English.

5 years.. the big five. Wow. It surely doesn't feel so long.. I can't believe it's been more time that you have gone than that you were with me.. maybe because you never really left.. Today we talked about you with friends, they had the image of you in their minds... and vovó mixed Snoopy's name with yours. You were live in ours minds in these last days without having to do with your departure, I guess that's a good thing huh.
I'm holding you right now, not sure how to take you to Brazil, or to "set you free" here.. But your home is with me right?! ;) I could have sent you via container but it didn't feel right.. so you're flying with us.
You're comforting me right now, it's soothing how the urn gets warm as we hold it.. it brings you a bit more to life and it soothes me. Good night my love, you're here with me. Love you so much. :*

Kommentar vom: 27.10.2020
von: Mami

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It's that time of the year again.. I'm sad again.. But Snoopy is here making me company and calling me to the living room for us to eat. I miss you so, you are unique, irreplaceable. But Snoopy helps.. I was so sad, but I try to imagine you in a better place, happy, waiting for me. And I try to convince myself that there's no reason to be sad, that you wouldn't want me to be sad, that you are happy now, that one day we will meet again and for you time will probably pass in a blink of the eye, so it's only hard for me, so there's no reason to be sad for you.. Sometimes I feel I've let you down leaving you at the clinic when you were so vulnerable.. but I truly believed we would meet again, the vets had a plan A, B and C for you. We only got to plan B.. I wished I were with you when you passed, I fear you missed me at the time.. they say the dogs look for their parents when they are going, and you couldn't find me.. I was going to see you in a couple of hours.. why did God take you a couple of hours before? Was it your choice? For me not to suffer by your side? But now it hurts so much.. Would it had hurt more if I were with you? I love you my boy.. I love you Rico with all my heart. Be happy, I'll try to be happy too until the day we meet again. Because that certainty that I had when I said goodbye to you that we would see each other again was very powerful, so it must mean we still will.. somewhere.. :*

Kommentar vom: 28.10.2019
von: Mami

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My love, I'm here with you. I'd do anything to be there with you 2 years ago on your last night on Earth. But the doctors told me you were improving and that's better not to visit in order not to make you sadder when I left again. They told me that they had experience and that the recovery was better without visitations. I should have gone seen you.. I was decided that I would on the following day. I still cannot understand how you were improving in the evening and woke up to have your last breath.. I don't blame you, I know that you did your best, I'd like to think that it was your wish to pass away without me, but I fear so much that you felt lonely at the time. Please know you are always on my mind. I feel that if I drive to the vet now I could still see you to be with you. I treasure so much our last night together, I'm very thankful for that last couple of days at home. But it pains me so much not being there for you at the very end.. I could never have imagined. But the last time I saw you I was certain I would see you again, I felt a peace, a security.. so I know deep down that we will meet again. I just miss you so much..
Snoopy is making me company while we're apart. And many others will come too. But you're so special. Each one of you is special.
Now you're with Rocky there huh. Have fun. One day we shall see each other again :**** hope you forgive me for not being there if it was not your intention.. the doubt it the hardest thing. I'm here with you now. I'm always here for you. I'm holding you now.. at least what remained here from you. I initially wanted to set you free, but it comforts me having some piece of you still with me, and anyway we're always connected. It's giving me some peace now, holding you. Well, hope you feel the hug over there. Love you forever meu amorzinho.

Kommentar vom: 24.04.2019
von: Mami

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Happy Birthday my love. Had you in mind during these last days. Well, specially in mind since you're always on my mind.. Even got Snoopy a gift, being used to present you in this period. Guess Snoopy and I will be celebrating your birthday constantly.
Today was my birthday and the best gift Snoopy could give me was himself, I was really grateful for him. We took him to the beach for the first time today, he enjoyed it but didn't have that zest for life that you had. He gets worried easily.. but tries his best. Love you forever! I'm sure your bivó helped you celebrate your birthday in heaven. :*

Kommentar vom: 26.10.2018
von: Mami

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Our last whole day together one year ago..
I really thought you would make it, I know you did your best. We fought to the end..
I just wished I was with you when the time came.. but you were in good hands, we had to try right?!
You know right? I left you there for you to get better, I knew in my heart it wouldn't be our goodbye.. maybe because we will meet again someday. Meanwhile, be happy my love, my little angel. I'm trying to make due without you..
Miss you always, Love you forever! :* <3
'till we meet again.. ❤☆

Kommentar vom: 30.08.2018
von: Mami

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Hi my love, today a kid here thought Snoopy was you.. She wanted me to remind her if you're a boy, she asked "Rico, Rico ist ein Junge, richtig?" And I couldn't bring myself to tell her that you are gone and I simply answered "Ja, er ist ein Junge". From one side I think you deserve people to know that you're gone, but on the other side she was just a kid, she would have been so sad.. everybody here loved you so much. Your best friends moved though.. every time I walk Snoopy in front of their house I kind of expect that load of voices coming screaming "Ricoooo". That would be problematic cause Snoopy doesn't like strangers.. But to them I would tell.. they were closer to you and deserve to know. Snoopy is right here by my side "annoying" me, talking, wanting to play, I just gave him a good pet. He's so much better now I can almost pet him normally.. He takes good care of me, he tries his best to be the dog he thinks we expect him to be. He looks like you a bit, he's also very large and strong for a Jack Russell :). Yesterday we went to the vet, his vet is the same vet that was with you when you passed.. he was good to us, he is good to Snoopy, Snoopy doesn't normally try to bite him.. so I guess he must have been good to you too huh. :**** Love you always! :****

Kommentar vom: 30.07.2018
von: Mami

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Saudades eternas meu amor.. 9 months.. time passes so fast. It feels like forever and a blink of an eye. I visited Bristol and was hoping to go home and meet you there, like nothing had happened. It could just as well be possible, since what happened was so senseless.. it would actually make more sense. See you one day meu filhinho :* Take care. Love you always.

Kommentar vom: 16.02.2018
von: Katharina mit Merle im Herzen

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Meine Augen können dich nicht mehr sehen, meine Hände dich nicht mehr berühren. Aber ich fühle dich in meinem Herzen. Für immer und ewig.

Kommentar vom: 30.01.2018
von: Mami

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